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Post by Jai D on Sept 10, 2009 17:55:21 GMT -5
Had a low day? Need to vent and get it out of your system. Well vent away here. Its not healthy to bottle it up inside. Get it out and start the process of moving on again. We love and support you (how cliched does that sound) but its true. No one will judge you. We'll give you a hug and help you get back up again. We want you to be able to say again I AM HAPPY
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Post by Tempest on Sept 11, 2009 11:35:10 GMT -5
okay i have been having a pissy day today. alyssa woke up about 30 minutes early today and i swear it has thrown me off sync for the rest of the day so far. the boys drove me up the wall while i was trying to get them and myself ready for the day. tristan does not have school today so he is home and is asking for cheese every two minutes and pretending to be a puppy. the only thing he has eaten today is 2 string cheese sticks and half of a cinnamon roll, and the only thing that has kept him quiet for any good amount of time is this annoying show on Nick, Jr called The Fresh Beat Band (or something like that). joel is in a pissy mood today too, and apparently thinks he is going to take it out on me...
other than that i have a headache AND its friday, so that means i have an entire weekend of this... not cool...
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Post by Jai D on Sept 11, 2009 16:15:32 GMT -5
okay i have been having a pissy day today. alyssa woke up about 30 minutes early today and i swear it has thrown me off sync for the rest of the day so far. the boys drove me up the wall while i was trying to get them and myself ready for the day. tristan does not have school today so he is home and is asking for cheese every two minutes and pretending to be a puppy. the only thing he has eaten today is 2 string cheese sticks and half of a cinnamon roll, and the only thing that has kept him quiet for any good amount of time is this annoying show on Nick, Jr called The Fresh Beat Band (or something like that). joel is in a pissy mood today too, and apparently thinks he is going to take it out on me... other than that i have a headache AND its friday, so that means i have an entire weekend of this... not cool... Huggles sweetie. Hope it gets better. I'll try and be on to distract you at some point
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Post by Tempest on Sept 22, 2009 18:37:03 GMT -5
list of things making me need to scream atm
(in no particular order) sick kid - tho he is not the worst of the three whiney kid not doing her homework kid husband wanting to start reading the true blood books, but not doing it! turning 30 one month from tomorrow mother feeling sick not getting to talk to my lover jai! money needing to clean house needing to do dishes needing to do laundry
i am going to feed the kids, put them in bed, eat something light, and then watch the two movies i rented (preferably without falling asleep til after they are over)
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Post by Tempest on Jan 27, 2010 12:24:13 GMT -5
yesterday was a very bad day for me mentally. I think it was a combination of things that just yesterday had me feeling way down. I am on my period for one and I am sure that my hormones are off kilter, and the constant presence of Joel and the kids are absolutely driving me mad. I swear that the only time that I got any solitude yesterday was in the shower. lol I am feeling much better today, but I do have something that is weighing pretty heavy on my heart. I think I am just upset at myself for letting the actions of others affect me this way.
I am hoping that once Joel goes back to work and the boys get back in school that my brain will go back to normal.
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Post by teej on Jan 30, 2010 19:32:36 GMT -5
yeah...I wanna scream today...I got up and Daniel was getting ready to go out to have a smoke...I asked him if he could shovel a bit so Boo would have someplace to potty...the snow is deeper than she is tall! Well...his response to my request was..."You gonna clean house?" WTF?? it's not like the house is a pit...yeah the dishes needed to be done but that was about it. Freakin jerk!
So I went out and shoveled...then came in to him cooking breakfast...pancakes, bacon & eggs...I got on the wii for about 10 minutes then made myself a Slim-Fast shake and had a few slices of bacon...just couldn't resist them...
Then after breakfast of course he was still bitching about the house needing to be cleaned...all this while he laid on the couch watching tv...he has been watching tv ALLLLLLLLL FREAKIN DAY!!!! So of course I could do anymore on the wii...
I wanted to talk to him about my "Non-Food Rewards" but no point in that...not when he is acting like this...no point at all really...it's not like he wants to help me...his requests when I go to the grocery store is always the same...cookies...WTF?
I'm still setting my alarm to remind me to drink my water...and when it goes off...he is always like "what the hell is that?"...he has the same reaction every time my phone rings or I get a text...DAMN!
I try to do something good for myself...and of course there he is pissing all over it!
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Post by Jai D on Jan 31, 2010 15:22:03 GMT -5
I'm sorry that you guys are having a shit time at the moment. I hope Joel gets a job soon so the kids can go back to school Temp. You need your time. I would go mental if I had K and Alyn here 24/7 I've been so loving the sleepovers and playdates he's been having with Nana.
And Teej if I could smack Daniel around I would. Why can't people see when they need to do something for someone else. We are here and we support you. I know you can do it and achieve what you neeed to. I am so proud of everything we have already achieved!
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Post by bernicius on Feb 3, 2010 9:05:14 GMT -5
im with jai teej gag, your doing great just keep it up!! i know it can be frustrating but you have ut *HUGS* *HUGS* *HUGS*
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Post by teej on Feb 3, 2010 17:49:46 GMT -5
...and I am soooooo happy I have ya'll...I could NOT do it without you! most of the time Daniel is OK...but sometimes he is just inconsiderate...
the other day when I discovered I had lost 5 pounds...I told Daniel...and his response was "good"...but his tone made it sound like he thought it was about time...WHATEVER! I pretty much just ignored it...he wouldn't have understood why what he said hurt anyway...
I know I'm doing good...but it would also be really nice to have more support from my husband...
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Post by Tempest on Feb 3, 2010 18:36:04 GMT -5
...and I am soooooo happy I have ya'll...I could NOT do it without you! most of the time Daniel is OK...but sometimes he is just inconsiderate... the other day when I discovered I had lost 5 pounds...I told Daniel...and his response was "good"...but his tone made it sound like he thought it was about time...WHATEVER! I pretty much just ignored it...he wouldn't have understood why what he said hurt anyway... I know I'm doing good...but it would also be really nice to have more support from my husband... YOU be happy and proud of what YOU have accomplished! dont let anything that Daniel says or does get you down! he will come to his senses someday!
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Post by teej on Feb 20, 2010 12:37:35 GMT -5
I am soooooo sick of seeing Daniel's crap on the couch...he sleeps there "because of my snoring"...I think it's because he too damn lazy to get his ass off the couch and in bed...anyway EVERY day there is a pile of pillows and blankets on the couch...the slip cover is NEVER on that couch right because he sleeps there...he doesn't pick up his shoes...there can be THREE pairs of HIS shoes under the coffee table at any given time...GRRRRRRRRRRRRR...I wish we had a spare bedroom so he could just move all his crap to it...have all his clothes, shoes, TV, bed and everything in there so I didn't have to see his messes every day... IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!
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Post by teej on Feb 20, 2010 15:53:24 GMT -5
he got home 45 minutes ago from his weekly sleepover at his friend's...he's already asleep on the couch!
UGH!
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Post by Tempest on Feb 21, 2010 1:26:16 GMT -5
sorry you had such crappy day today sweetie! men are useless sacks of nothingness and they need to be disposed of!
Love and Hugs!
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